World's Greatest Lover of You

I know I will think of you always

Unfortunately, big barrels of my least favorite shade of blue 

Tumble down

In-between your suicidal folds 

Which I can never smooth out 

Into unconditional acceptance 

I cannot believe you don't know I love you 

Actually I'm sure you know 

But you also know not to care 

In a way, you are much smarter than I 

Although always depressed

Rocked by some devastatingly regular event 

That makes you want to die 

And makes me want to fix you 

And I never can

We both know I will never do it 

You never fell in love with me 

But in my head, after a glass of pink fizz 

I am- world's greatest psychiatrist 

World's greatest lover

World's greatest lover of you 

And you are still sleeping in all of your clothes 

And waking up thinking of nothing but pain 

Unless you remember my body 

And then you will think of me for a brief moment 

And go back to sleep.